Beat-up. Bedraggled. Scrap metal. Drift wood. Muck. The lowest of lows. Sinner. Dirty sinner. Whore. Hypocrite. Dead. Confused. Not good enough. Slave to pride. Ugly sinner. Notorious sinner. Inconsiderate. As mixed up as the particles in a particle collider. Incapable. Unable. Can’t provide. Can’t sustain. Procrastinator. Terrible lover. Horrible friend. Shallow. Poor. Greedy. Healed but not thankful. Saved but not loving. Given but not accepting. The rock stuck in the bottom of your shoe, holding on for anything possible, trying not to get lost. Nothing.

This is all me. I am nothing.

One thing not included in that list is ‘saved’. I am saved. God does this to my writing:

Beat-up. Bedraggled. Scrap metal. Drift wood. Muck. The lowest of lows. Sinner. Dirty sinner. Whore. Hypocrite. Dead. Confused. Not good enough. Slave to pride. Ugly sinner. Notorious sinner. Inconsiderate. As mixed up as the particles in a particle collider. Incapable. Unable. Can’t provide. Can’t sustain. Procrastinator. Terrible lover. Horrible friend. Shallow. Poor. Greedy. Healed but not thankful. Saved but not loving. Given but not accepting. The rock stuck in the bottom of your shoe, holding on for anything possible, trying not to get lost. Nothing. This is all me. I am nothing. “I love you, you are everything to Me.”